These paintings were made in response to a special situation in my life that I found myself after graduating. Empty wallet and lots of ideas. What to do if one finds himself facing a difficult life decision? Letting the fresh rush of inspiration brought by the last year of school - or finding stability and rooting for a moment on the commercial scene? I remember thinking about creating these paintings that if I gave up my desire, I would lose myself. It's hard to stand on your own feet. At that time, I stood up for stability and imagine - the desire to create crazy stuff was felt more than ever. The stable work in a great company eventually brought me much more than I had imagined, and two years later, we and the team started producing our debut short film Wild Beasts. Every stage in life is interesting in its own way, but letting myself to throw acrylic colors over the floor for two days with headphones on is really charming and mentally necessary!